Sad Day Today...

Even before my previous post of heroin's invasion of my home again, today was a sad day for my family.

My 2nd daughter was spotting and went for an ultrasound... the baby had no heartbeat.

It broke my heart to hear this news... we were all so excited and now so sad.  And then heroin had to rear its ugly, demonic head... again.

Stop the world, I want to jump off!

The Demon Has Invaded My Home... Again!

Anyone that has followed me knows a couple of things about me...
I Hate Heroin
I have a son who's addicted to heroin
I have a son who's been in trouble with the law because of heroin
I have a son who's relapsed more times than I care to count
I have a son whom I am not able to help any longer

Heroin ruins lives.
Lives of addicts.
Lives of addicts' families,
Lives of addicts' friends,
Lives of anyone who gives a shit about an addict,
Heroin ruins lives.

My son had been doing pretty well lately,
but I always know that this demon will be back...
Imagine Arnold saying, I'll be back!
That's this demon... always comes back!

And I HATE it!
I HATE IT!
I HATE HEROIN!

Dear God, in your infinite wisdom, please help me, watch over my son and rid our lives of this demon known as heroin!  I feel so helpless, useless and beaten up... I am spent... again.  Amen.

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